At the beginning of the semester I took the archetype quiz and I was the creator. During that point of my life I was in a stage of trying to recreate myself. I was trying to rid my life of a lot of people that were pretty much sucking the life out of me. I was trying to figure out how I was going to pay for school. I had finally quit my shitty job and was on the search for another. At that point, I was also figuring out what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. It was a crazy time. It was a hectic time. But mainly, it was an unstable time.
The caretaker in me had been pushed way deep down because I really had to focus on myself at the time.
The ruler in me was scared by all of the chaos.
The lover in me had also been pushed down because I had to focus on creating my own path.
The warrior in me was pissed that I just couldn’t make up my mind, and that a lot of the things going on were completely out of my control.
Now it is December and the lover in me is my dominate archetype. All of the things that were bombarding me in August had pretty much all settled down. Now days, I am focusing on loving my family. I get to see them in 12 days =]
My heart is also really in my relationship, and all of the stresses that were distracting me from truly putting my entire heart into it, are gone.
Maybe it’s just that time of year that is bringing the lover out in me. The holidays always put me in the best of moods.